As far as I can remember my dream started with me trying to push out a baby. I was at Bella Vie Gentle Birth Center and the midwife I went and talked to there (about 2 years ago at a pre-conception consultation because I really wanted to see the place. It is really awesome!) was my midwife. I was struggling to get the baby out, and it hurt. So I decided I wanted a c-section. But not because I was not willing to handle the pain (which wasn't that bad, in my dream it just felt like pressure,
but hey I have never given birth, my brain has no frame of reference) I was SURE I was hurting the baby.
After all the baby was kicking every time I started pushing. It was kind of creepy, because I could tell where the baby's leg and foot were, by feeling it under my belly. But every time I tried to push the baby would kick, so I was terrified I was hurting it. I walked around, and tried different positions, but still no luck.
This dream was realistic, as I was worried about the possibility of a c-section, and about the cost of paying for the midwife/birth center and surgery/doctor/hospital. It felt like it was happening, and it wasn't non-nonsensical like most of my dreams.
I didn't wake up directly after the dream, although I have no idea if it had an actual ending or just an abrupt cut off. If I had woken directly up, I am sure I would have been REALLY disappointed that it wasn't real.
I have had quite a few baby dreams, some that were nice, and some that made no sense at all and were almost scary. One nice one was that I was breastfeeding, but as with this birth dream, it wasn't working out so well, so I was trying to get the doctor's office to give me goat's milk for the baby.
I like to think of everything as a sign that I am pregnant, but since I am on day 12 of bleeding I highly doubt it. Its like a one in a million (billion?) chance, but still, I mean why else would I dream of giving birth? Oh, maybe because I think about babies/birth all the time? Whatever.
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